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Sunday, October 08, 2006
Sunday. 8 Oct 2006.
HELLO! im back! hah. my hands are numb frm chonging math! cos like my math teacher told us on FRIDAY that we have a MOCK EXAM. and u know what she said. she said "its next monday."
i was like WHAT THE HECK?! i mean how can you study for a MOCK EXAM some more in 4 DAYS?! plus the fact that i had a load of homework and the fact that i spent the whole day out at church cos i was playing for megalife service im plain nervous =S but at least i managed to study a little! im praying hard i won't fail but i guess i will =( well thats bad because..
never mind. if you're in megalife praise and worship ministry, you'll understand. (: haha.
oh! o my gosh ystd was so funny!! kk luh i shan't be mean so i dun say names. MUA HA HA :D at de breifing after service, samuel was asking us if any of us heard of the new song that we played ystd. as in complete..YES! AS IN COMPLETE! OHH BTW GO GET THE LATEST PARACHUTE BAND ALBUM! its called ALL THE EARTH! and i heard from samuel its highly recommendable, with a 15% DISCOUNT at our church's very own RIVERLIFE RESOURCE! GET IT NOW!! because you're worth it. HAHA OKAY LAME. im like trying to advertise or something and copy Loreal's line at the same time. wth! haha.
you know i dun understand how this band member of mine, has such interesting neurons. hmm..wait. actually, derrick proved a very true fact! HAHA.
derrick: "Alisa's band is quite interesting cos there's Daniel who's very lame, Alisa's who's always so high, and Yi Hern who's always so stone."
true huh? :P :P
okay well anyway. this band member of mine.. he has QUITE some interesting neurons! how can he be soo soo lame on BANG! ON THE SPOT! like i can't beat that dude! i dunno how he's so lame luh!! haha. he's so funny :D!!! omg i couldn't stop laughing about debriefing ystd like when i was writing my riduculous english essay for homework today. for some reason. i was trying SOO hard not to laugh cos i had time constrain. but i really couldn't help myself. as usual.
lucky thing ystd when i met you guys after debriefing i wasn't THAT high. haha.
hmm okay.
so after service.where did i go. haha
ohh yes!
i joined a one-life cell for dinner! haha. i tell you at service if you want. i hope i can. haha. cos i might not be goin megalife for the next few weeks. but its just 2 weeks so its not that bad luh huh? (: i'l tryy to come as much as i can (: ohh well yeahh. they were wondering why i ate so much! haha have you seen me eating korean food before? i like hardly talk. or maybe its cos im with a bunch of adults.
gahh. whatever.
then i was so bloated and all. i bought some can drink. ice apple tea! haha.
got home and i was DEAD tired. like cos i had lunch at 11.25 ystd cos i was doing proj until i forgot about the time :( well anw. yeahh then i was rushing to band prac too. stpuid bus takes so long to come!! i was waiting for the bus to go to buona vista but it didn't come. so i took the one to clementi which is obviously why.. okay nvm obvious ya. (:
anyway. then through out the whole time before service I WAS SO COLD. well i think something's wrong with me.
the whole band was not wearing long sleeves.practically, besides me crys and johannes and dale no one else wore long sleeves. but..none of them were cold before service started...except me! WHAT THE HECK MAN.
tried to get jacket.. but didn't manage to :( and btw sorry isabel :(
yeahh..
then after a while i dunno why. i like didn't feel COLD anymore..
hah. but doesn't mean i don't feel cold means i feel hot luH! okay lame :S not funny :S haha okay nvm :S random me.
weird! plain weird.
yeahh.
and omg you know how sad i was ystd..I LOST MY LIP GLOSS!! SOBS LUH OKAY!! its like EXPENSIVE and CHERRY FLAVOURED and NATURAL. and i forgot the place i bought it from. now i have to go back to that place, and save sixteen bucks and buy another one. i HAVE to get another one!! its like such a nice thing and i was stupid enough to misplace it?! :(
ohh well. at least i still have the mirror my uncle passed to me!! frm my great grandma. she kept it since young or sth. HAHA so cool huh? dusty but still elegant and IT WORKS! HAH!
-random-
sorry.
i think i've been totally obssesed about my subject combination and about wanting to grow up to be a cosmetician :(
whats wrong with me! haha.
anyway.. i miss you guys central 3! :(
pray for me kk? (:
im having exams in 2 weeks in time.
now this SUCKS.
all the other AC people have FINISHED their exams by the time i start. its the SAME CASE for EVERYONE. WHAT THE HECK.
worst thing is.
my sis is having PSLE right now.
and on tuesday she's finishing.
well yes i am happy for her but just..
sad.
she's finished her BIG exam now its my turn :( but this is logical and logic based.
its only fair i guess.
whats not fair is..
i finish school 2 WEEKS after you guys do. me and charmaine.
its so unfair. and some girl, my team mate got leave frm school after exams end. WHAT THE HECK MAN.
life's so unfair! ahh well. :(
im not really looking forward to school.
im very nervous for next year. i can't explain this but yaa. frigging scared i choose wrong subject then i die. :(
if i flunk my studies i'll die.
like MY WHOLE WORLD will like tumble. :( ohh well. but even if that happens..
it has a LOGICAL purpose. AT LEAST. good to hear that luh huh?
and its GOD'S plan.
and i'll still have GOD.
so nth much else matters.
gotta go!
yeahh!
pray for me k? (: bye! (:
HELLO! im back! hah. my hands are numb frm chonging math! cos like my math teacher told us on FRIDAY that we have a MOCK EXAM. and u know what she said. she said "its next monday."
i was like WHAT THE HECK?! i mean how can you study for a MOCK EXAM some more in 4 DAYS?! plus the fact that i had a load of homework and the fact that i spent the whole day out at church cos i was playing for megalife service im plain nervous =S but at least i managed to study a little! im praying hard i won't fail but i guess i will =( well thats bad because..
never mind. if you're in megalife praise and worship ministry, you'll understand. (: haha.
oh! o my gosh ystd was so funny!! kk luh i shan't be mean so i dun say names. MUA HA HA :D at de breifing after service, samuel was asking us if any of us heard of the new song that we played ystd. as in complete..YES! AS IN COMPLETE! OHH BTW GO GET THE LATEST PARACHUTE BAND ALBUM! its called ALL THE EARTH! and i heard from samuel its highly recommendable, with a 15% DISCOUNT at our church's very own RIVERLIFE RESOURCE! GET IT NOW!! because you're worth it. HAHA OKAY LAME. im like trying to advertise or something and copy Loreal's line at the same time. wth! haha.
you know i dun understand how this band member of mine, has such interesting neurons. hmm..wait. actually, derrick proved a very true fact! HAHA.
derrick: "Alisa's band is quite interesting cos there's Daniel who's very lame, Alisa's who's always so high, and Yi Hern who's always so stone."
true huh? :P :P
okay well anyway. this band member of mine.. he has QUITE some interesting neurons! how can he be soo soo lame on BANG! ON THE SPOT! like i can't beat that dude! i dunno how he's so lame luh!! haha. he's so funny :D!!! omg i couldn't stop laughing about debriefing ystd like when i was writing my riduculous english essay for homework today. for some reason. i was trying SOO hard not to laugh cos i had time constrain. but i really couldn't help myself. as usual.
lucky thing ystd when i met you guys after debriefing i wasn't THAT high. haha.
hmm okay.
so after service.where did i go. haha
ohh yes!
i joined a one-life cell for dinner! haha. i tell you at service if you want. i hope i can. haha. cos i might not be goin megalife for the next few weeks. but its just 2 weeks so its not that bad luh huh? (: i'l tryy to come as much as i can (: ohh well yeahh. they were wondering why i ate so much! haha have you seen me eating korean food before? i like hardly talk. or maybe its cos im with a bunch of adults.
gahh. whatever.
then i was so bloated and all. i bought some can drink. ice apple tea! haha.
got home and i was DEAD tired. like cos i had lunch at 11.25 ystd cos i was doing proj until i forgot about the time :( well anw. yeahh then i was rushing to band prac too. stpuid bus takes so long to come!! i was waiting for the bus to go to buona vista but it didn't come. so i took the one to clementi which is obviously why.. okay nvm obvious ya. (:
anyway. then through out the whole time before service I WAS SO COLD. well i think something's wrong with me.
the whole band was not wearing long sleeves.practically, besides me crys and johannes and dale no one else wore long sleeves. but..none of them were cold before service started...except me! WHAT THE HECK MAN.
tried to get jacket.. but didn't manage to :( and btw sorry isabel :(
yeahh..
then after a while i dunno why. i like didn't feel COLD anymore..
hah. but doesn't mean i don't feel cold means i feel hot luH! okay lame :S not funny :S haha okay nvm :S random me.
weird! plain weird.
yeahh.
and omg you know how sad i was ystd..I LOST MY LIP GLOSS!! SOBS LUH OKAY!! its like EXPENSIVE and CHERRY FLAVOURED and NATURAL. and i forgot the place i bought it from. now i have to go back to that place, and save sixteen bucks and buy another one. i HAVE to get another one!! its like such a nice thing and i was stupid enough to misplace it?! :(
ohh well. at least i still have the mirror my uncle passed to me!! frm my great grandma. she kept it since young or sth. HAHA so cool huh? dusty but still elegant and IT WORKS! HAH!
-random-
sorry.
i think i've been totally obssesed about my subject combination and about wanting to grow up to be a cosmetician :(
whats wrong with me! haha.
anyway.. i miss you guys central 3! :(
pray for me kk? (:
im having exams in 2 weeks in time.
now this SUCKS.
all the other AC people have FINISHED their exams by the time i start. its the SAME CASE for EVERYONE. WHAT THE HECK.
worst thing is.
my sis is having PSLE right now.
and on tuesday she's finishing.
well yes i am happy for her but just..
sad.
she's finished her BIG exam now its my turn :( but this is logical and logic based.
its only fair i guess.
whats not fair is..
i finish school 2 WEEKS after you guys do. me and charmaine.
its so unfair. and some girl, my team mate got leave frm school after exams end. WHAT THE HECK MAN.
life's so unfair! ahh well. :(
im not really looking forward to school.
im very nervous for next year. i can't explain this but yaa. frigging scared i choose wrong subject then i die. :(
if i flunk my studies i'll die.
like MY WHOLE WORLD will like tumble. :( ohh well. but even if that happens..
it has a LOGICAL purpose. AT LEAST. good to hear that luh huh?
and its GOD'S plan.
and i'll still have GOD.
so nth much else matters.
gotta go!
yeahh!
pray for me k? (: bye! (:
weareradical at 7:52 AM
Wednesday, October 04, 2006
Wednesday, 4 October 2006.
ohh gosh this blog's is so dead!! :( haha. but IM BACK! haha!
anyways.. you guys are probably busy with exams i guess? but JIA YOU ALL THE WAY! 2 weeks time its my turn :( if only my exams were earlier! sorry guys.. most probably won't be goin megalife if im not playing during exam period.. yeahh. ohh did i tell you?! OMG! you guys remb this saturday where the WHOLE worship was wearing either red, white, yellow or blacK? yeah i know! it was like SO whatever!! gosh gosh gosh.
first was germaine, then sam, then me, then crys. then dale and some others! MUA HA HA. its so funnnyyy! heh. ohh well. im wondering if it'll happ again tomorrow but i don't think so.. i think that time was REALLY conincidence. what the world how do you spell that?!
anyways today was kinda weird :( ahh well. i dunno how to say. school was like WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD. like..yaaaaa! strange rather. im having a WHOLE series of science revision tests and im in the WORST bulk of tests now.. because..? THERE. IS. PHYSICS. and PHYSICS.. ohh please.. get physics off me cos its just.. its just NOT for me. yes and even worse is its combined with bio.. and physics and bio is like.. the gap is TOO big! aiya but i agree with you wei ming, i think its normal if girls fail physics too. HAH! IM NORMAL! haha! okay great im goin mad again.! hahaha.
ohh well.. yeahh.
dunno why i thought about this today.. its like WEIRD THOUGHT. WEIRD QUESTION. strange is the better word actually.. but i just thought about it. seems quite strange dude. like which side of it is wrong and right by the rules of ethics? hmmx.
anyway..
whats the difference between LEANING and DEPENDING on someone?
don't know why i thought about this.. but i thought about it when i was thinking about my walk with God. its a weird question right.. haha i mean who ever asks this?! uh no one i guess? for me no one asked me this before and now im askin my best friend and my cell this?! im MAD. haha. yeahh i think i've become MAD cos MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WENT ONLINE YSTD!! and OMG okay i shall admit and be honest.. i cried when they left cos we hardly went out and stuff =( but they're coming back in august next yr!! WHOOPEEE! heh. and everyone says? alisa's MAD!
okay well this is out of point.! as usual?! haha. uh okay okay i shall CHIILLLL. this girl and my class, and me keep like starring at each other then laughing. okay well i laugh more than her BUT she laughs a LOT too. HAH! so im FINE! HAHHAHA!!
WHAT THE WORLD THIS IS REALLY OUT OF POINTT! okay okay i shall CHILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL this time.. PROMISE! hah ohh i still remb there was one meaglife service where i didn't laugh. SERIOUS!!!!!!! IM NOT JOKIN! HAHAHAHAHA!! AHHAHDJKAIOHAHAH!!HAHADSHAI! okay great im going high again. uh i think i uh. got sth wrong.
ANYWAY!
hmm.. so what is the difference between depending and leaning?
ohh wait. re phrase question! (: heh.
what is the difference between leaning on God and DEPENDING on God?
i don't know if its correct thinking/ answerable and sensible question/ blah blah and blah. but i shall just share what i think about it i guess? (: ohh wells. and i REALLY hope this doesn't offend anyone,as in like public, EVERYONE cos its just my opinion but yeahh
i think for me..
i've made a mistake between LEANING on God and DEPENDING on God.. like i think there is an answer to this. its quite complicated in a sense but yeahhh. anyways.. yes i said i think i've made a mistake.
i think if we DEPEND on God, we'll be close to Him no matter what, we'll have an extreme love for Him that we're always out there making a difference, despite our fears and inadequacy. no matter how far away we feel from God.. its like each time we feel that way, we'll always go back to God again and again, and never give up. okay so then what REALLY IS the difference between LEANING and DEPENDING on God right?! this is DEPENDING.
i think..this is what leaning on God is like.
when you feel like He's far away from you.. you MIGHT like still go to Him for just a while and stuffs but after while all that fades out. you trust in Him because you want the support and the hapiness in believing in Him and not because you TRUELY love Him for dying on the cross for out sins. i mean, believing in God because we want His support to live and because of the hapiness of it isn't really wrong, but shouldn't the prior reason of why we believe in Jesus be because He died for us on the cross for our sins and we TRUELY truely love Him and trust Him for everything? like i hope my description works but.. wait i think it didn't. ahh never mind. but the point is to express my opinion. haha.
anyway.. i shall share from my view a little more. heh.
its like.. when we just LEAN on God and not DEPEND on Him, it means our relationship with Him is not like VERY STRONG. it means we're not close to Him/ as close to Him as we used to be. it means(to me), like for me, we know how much we LONG to do great things for Christ, but because of how fearful and inadequate we are, we let all that block in our way..
so well..
i REALLY hope this doesn't offend anyone.. yeahh and PLEASE tell me if it does okiee. (: ohh well um i have to eat now..
yeahh. anyway..
the whole point of this is to express my opinion.. sorry i don't know what im doin and why im doin this but..
i think..
i've been leaning on God instead of DEPENDING on God..
and seriously there is a difference if you look at the WHOLE picture from afar? yeahh.
ohh well! i have to go eat now. i'll do more thinking..
in the hope of finding my answer.
bye people. im taking a LONG break from blogging until.. 27 October which is when my exams end. (:
bye people.. but i'll still reply tags and be online. (: cya!
ohh gosh this blog's is so dead!! :( haha. but IM BACK! haha!
anyways.. you guys are probably busy with exams i guess? but JIA YOU ALL THE WAY! 2 weeks time its my turn :( if only my exams were earlier! sorry guys.. most probably won't be goin megalife if im not playing during exam period.. yeahh. ohh did i tell you?! OMG! you guys remb this saturday where the WHOLE worship was wearing either red, white, yellow or blacK? yeah i know! it was like SO whatever!! gosh gosh gosh.
first was germaine, then sam, then me, then crys. then dale and some others! MUA HA HA. its so funnnyyy! heh. ohh well. im wondering if it'll happ again tomorrow but i don't think so.. i think that time was REALLY conincidence. what the world how do you spell that?!
anyways today was kinda weird :( ahh well. i dunno how to say. school was like WEIRD WEIRD WEIRD. like..yaaaaa! strange rather. im having a WHOLE series of science revision tests and im in the WORST bulk of tests now.. because..? THERE. IS. PHYSICS. and PHYSICS.. ohh please.. get physics off me cos its just.. its just NOT for me. yes and even worse is its combined with bio.. and physics and bio is like.. the gap is TOO big! aiya but i agree with you wei ming, i think its normal if girls fail physics too. HAH! IM NORMAL! haha! okay great im goin mad again.! hahaha.
ohh well.. yeahh.
dunno why i thought about this today.. its like WEIRD THOUGHT. WEIRD QUESTION. strange is the better word actually.. but i just thought about it. seems quite strange dude. like which side of it is wrong and right by the rules of ethics? hmmx.
anyway..
whats the difference between LEANING and DEPENDING on someone?
don't know why i thought about this.. but i thought about it when i was thinking about my walk with God. its a weird question right.. haha i mean who ever asks this?! uh no one i guess? for me no one asked me this before and now im askin my best friend and my cell this?! im MAD. haha. yeahh i think i've become MAD cos MY CHILDHOOD FRIENDS WENT ONLINE YSTD!! and OMG okay i shall admit and be honest.. i cried when they left cos we hardly went out and stuff =( but they're coming back in august next yr!! WHOOPEEE! heh. and everyone says? alisa's MAD!
okay well this is out of point.! as usual?! haha. uh okay okay i shall CHIILLLL. this girl and my class, and me keep like starring at each other then laughing. okay well i laugh more than her BUT she laughs a LOT too. HAH! so im FINE! HAHHAHA!!
WHAT THE WORLD THIS IS REALLY OUT OF POINTT! okay okay i shall CHILLLLLLLLLLLLLLL this time.. PROMISE! hah ohh i still remb there was one meaglife service where i didn't laugh. SERIOUS!!!!!!! IM NOT JOKIN! HAHAHAHAHA!! AHHAHDJKAIOHAHAH!!HAHADSHAI! okay great im going high again. uh i think i uh. got sth wrong.
ANYWAY!
hmm.. so what is the difference between depending and leaning?
ohh wait. re phrase question! (: heh.
what is the difference between leaning on God and DEPENDING on God?
i don't know if its correct thinking/ answerable and sensible question/ blah blah and blah. but i shall just share what i think about it i guess? (: ohh wells. and i REALLY hope this doesn't offend anyone,as in like public, EVERYONE cos its just my opinion but yeahh
i think for me..
i've made a mistake between LEANING on God and DEPENDING on God.. like i think there is an answer to this. its quite complicated in a sense but yeahhh. anyways.. yes i said i think i've made a mistake.
i think if we DEPEND on God, we'll be close to Him no matter what, we'll have an extreme love for Him that we're always out there making a difference, despite our fears and inadequacy. no matter how far away we feel from God.. its like each time we feel that way, we'll always go back to God again and again, and never give up. okay so then what REALLY IS the difference between LEANING and DEPENDING on God right?! this is DEPENDING.
i think..this is what leaning on God is like.
when you feel like He's far away from you.. you MIGHT like still go to Him for just a while and stuffs but after while all that fades out. you trust in Him because you want the support and the hapiness in believing in Him and not because you TRUELY love Him for dying on the cross for out sins. i mean, believing in God because we want His support to live and because of the hapiness of it isn't really wrong, but shouldn't the prior reason of why we believe in Jesus be because He died for us on the cross for our sins and we TRUELY truely love Him and trust Him for everything? like i hope my description works but.. wait i think it didn't. ahh never mind. but the point is to express my opinion. haha.
anyway.. i shall share from my view a little more. heh.
its like.. when we just LEAN on God and not DEPEND on Him, it means our relationship with Him is not like VERY STRONG. it means we're not close to Him/ as close to Him as we used to be. it means(to me), like for me, we know how much we LONG to do great things for Christ, but because of how fearful and inadequate we are, we let all that block in our way..
so well..
i REALLY hope this doesn't offend anyone.. yeahh and PLEASE tell me if it does okiee. (: ohh well um i have to eat now..
yeahh. anyway..
the whole point of this is to express my opinion.. sorry i don't know what im doin and why im doin this but..
i think..
i've been leaning on God instead of DEPENDING on God..
and seriously there is a difference if you look at the WHOLE picture from afar? yeahh.
ohh well! i have to go eat now. i'll do more thinking..
in the hope of finding my answer.
bye people. im taking a LONG break from blogging until.. 27 October which is when my exams end. (:
bye people.. but i'll still reply tags and be online. (: cya!
weareradical at 3:50 AM