Saturday, October 17, 2009

dear central three,

my name is Jae Lee.

i'm aged 15, and i've been in central 3 for close to 3 years now.

i'd never been me in my first 1+ years in central 3.

i was a good little church boy, coming to church every single saturday and attending every prayer meeting.

i was nice to everyone around me, i never ever told them what i really thought of them, what i really thought of their actions.


but outside church i was part of the world. the system of the world. the world without God. i wasn't a Christian. i didn't show Christ through me. i was like any other guy on the street. i wasn't afraid to say i was a Christian. but that probably did more harm than good. a Christian of no difference. then what's the point of being a Christian?

i did my quiet time. i said my grace.

but i wasn't close to God.

in Church i didn't wanna be rejected. so i acted differently.

it wasn't me.


i don't know what happened. i cannot remember.

but i changed.


i started to slowly integrate my lives together. who you see outside and inside church's the same now.

honestly i dislike being known. i dislike being on stage, being seen by so many people.

cause that's not who i am.

i'd rather know really few people and have deep relationships with them,

than to know many people just by their name.


and i'm still changing. i'm still changing.

i'm learning how to always stay in God's presence,
learning how to trust Him and put Him before everything.

i'm learning how to find security in God and not in friends,
learning how to turn to God first before anyone.


it hasn't been easy, honestly. but i thank God for friends who really speak truths into my life. they do what they know will be best for me even though it will hurt me.

i've learnt so much during the past short 3 years.

one thing i'm really taking away, is what's true friendship. it's not about making you happy. but it's about guiding your way to God. cause only in God can you ever find true security, true love, true happiness.


what about you, my fellow cell members?


let's be real in cell. let's be who we are in and out of church, in and out of cell.

let's be real friends, real brothers and sisters in Christ, speaking the truth into others' lives.

for only the truth can set you free.

only the truth,
can set anyone free.


let's be free my friends.
let's be free.

let's be truths.