And you shall know the truth. And the truth will set you free

Friday. 13 April 2007.

hello again (: its alisa again. haha. woah this is really super random luh! >.<>.< aGRRRRRRRR. its seriously annoying. and im trying to "find relief". haha.:D well, better than my friend atleast (: poor her. she got like 83 bites on one leg. ): oh well.

i read this off my close friend's blog (: and it really inspired me (: so i decided to get ITCHING RELIEF and meanwhile share this here too :D HAHA (:

so well, we live for God everday. we read in our Bibles about how great God is. we sing worship songs about GOd's greatness. we speak about God's awesomeness and His majesty. (: but then, what happens when we feel like we're so alone in this world, with nothing to hold? what happens when we feel like everything's all so wrong? what happens when we feel like as if everything is falling down on us,and we just can't go on anymore? what happens when we feel like we're being pounded with challenge after challenge, loads of homework that causes us to feel super duper stressed, and we feel like there's no way out anymore? what happens when we face a problem that seems so big, and we try to find a shoulder to lean on, but it feels like we won't ever and we really just can't? what happens what friendships and relationship go wrong, and we feel so upset over it? where is God in all of such things in life?

as such happens real often in life.

well, there's a good God, but there's also a bad bad BAD. DEVIL. when there's good, there's bad. when's there's happy, there's sad. and when there's ups, there's downs. when there's comfort, there's still that tint of sadness and depression.

we know that He'll always be there for us (: you know, God won't just leave us alone to suffer, and watch us going through every problem from Heaven above, "just like that". He wont sit there, relaxed, and leave us alone to suffer. NO. He will NEVER. if He actually did, can you imagine what it'll be like? we'll all be living for a God who we say is awesome, who we say is majestic, but when we suffer He's never really there. oh gosh, that'll just be so so so wrong. and if it REALLY was that way (which will NEVER be, in reality, but just an imagination), don't you agree, that no one will believe and confide in HIm? (:

God's got a purpose when we suffer. He hurts when we're hurt. He's happy when we're happy. and when we feel like we've got nothing to hold, we can just hold on to Him alone (: and that's the beauty of living for HIm overall (: amen? (:

so well i thought about it. sometimes when we face troubles, we don't really think about how much God loves us, and we don't really learn to take hold of it, and we don't really think about the fact that God won't just let us suffer alone, that He's with us through it all. sometimes we just keep dreading and dreading over a problem, and just keep holding on to our emotions of feeling down, upset, sad, depressed, and what came way. when we're down, God wants to come and comfort us. to let us know He'll be there when no one else really is. but if we keep holding on to such emotions, its just as good as saying, our hearts are so hardened, and if our hearts are so hardened, there's no space for God to come in. so why not we just learn to put aside our emotions, and let God in? i mean emotinos and emotions, and some people, just like me, are really really very emotional.we get happy easily, but there's times where we get so depressed easily too.and thats something that cannot be changed, can it really? or even if it could, it wont be easy. but what can be changed is the fact that we can learn to hold onto God and not onto our emotions. because God loves us and His love is indescribable, higher than the Heavens, deeper than the seas. and He truely satisfies.

say say say.

well, then why don't we let God in and take control..? well.

i think its because we lack the fear of God. we lack just simply respecting God, and knowing God to be awesome, and a good God, one that's never changing, always there for us. and can you imagine? i mean, o my GOSH. its just the fear of God we lack, and all this mess in emotions come about when we face problems in life. and the worst part of it all is, no one except US ourselves get ourselves into such emotional mess, just cause we don't let go and let God, and that only happens because we lack the fear of God. its like just falling down two small steps, can cause an ankle sprain, and that, for me, took extremely long to heal. and why did i fall? cause i was talking to my friend, and laughing like crazy, and not careful. and just like that, i sprained my ankle and i couldn't go to netball (when i was still a netballer) for like at least a mth or 2. i mean, its seriously not worth it. i should have just been more careful, watched my steps, and it'll be okay. we should just fear God, and let go and let God, and it'll all be okay, it'll all be alright.

once said before, and said again, that let us not fear anything but God HImself. (:

ah well. yeah.

i think its something to ponder deeply over too. haha. AGRRRR. sorry kay :D im being super whatever now luh. ponder deeply over this and that and this and that. GRRR! haha. but thats not annoying its just really i don't know. i cant imagine that i have found many things to think about real deeply, thats all. haha.:D

okay.

i think i'd better catch some good sleep. cause the whole time at camp, i didn't get a nice bed to sleep on. i only got a tent to sleep on, with no sleeping bag, or mat, or anything. cause the pack list never said bring a sleeping bag.

and my throat feels like its gonna get a sore throat soon.

urghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh.

okay.

HI!

BYE.

HI!BYE.HI!BYE.HI!BYE.

urghhaalisaisssssuperrandommmnowwwandicantttfindaaawayyytooostoppppittttttttt

stupid luh.

bye (: have a nice night. (: