Saturday, October 20, 2007

hi c3.

i owe you all a great apology. i hate to have to take such a long break from cell, but this is the consequence of my action.

my deepest regret.

my deepest regret regarding this whole issue is my lack of discipline. 2 years in JC, i really squandered it. not paying attention in class. sleeping in lectures, etc. i never thought about the consequences. i thought i could pia and do well by prelims. but i didnt.

my first responsibility is my studies. and hence, i have to give back what i have not given.

my greatest fear.

is that you all look at me and see and think that i am putting studies above God. and that you all would get a wrong impression about how to balance studies and church and cell and ministry.

studies first. if you are not managing your studies well, you should think twice about serving in church and stuff.

but. there is room for sacrifice. and i do really mean in terms of grades. instead of A, you get B. that kind of thing. this is very sensitive i know. but just try read between the lines a little.

if i am on top of my studies, i wouldnt have to temporarily step down. but im not. so i have to.

in conclusion.

all of your. stay on top of your studies. im not talking about getting straight A's but you should be passing all the time at least. especially for years where you take major exams (O levels, Alevels). stay on top of your studies so that you can do God's work. ie. ministry and prayer groups and spending more time with friends.

hope you get it.

once again, im sorry!

ming.