Thursday, October 25, 2007

Thursday, 25 October 07

hello (:

i just wanted to say something, but i don't know what i wanna really say actually..

well.

tomorrow i'll be staying in the whole day cause i don't have any papers (: well at least that helps to make me smile a little cause im kinda worried i won't get promoted or something. i have a bad feeling.

cause a topic i didn't really study well came out a lot in the whole economics exam today

then again im like 'my teacher prayed for us, the whole class'

but what if i fail? how how how.

aiya, exams are just a phase of school life and just things you should trust God with. but what if i really do? aiya heck ahh.

for now.

concentrate on what's left : ad math ):

(btw) ming i think i saw the spider question you were talking about in your O levels paper in my ten year series you know! haha.

ahhh well.


im tired.

and i feel very very very bad.

i'm such a careless kid ): ): ): ): ): and now running away from it just won't work?



you know something.

i sprained my ankle AGAIN (like damn it laaaaa).


and now i have to take medication AGAIN. its in pills, thankfully (cause i went to a different doc this time round).

BUT.

its in the two colours i HATE HATE HATE HATE HATE the most..

RED AND BLACK.

well wait.

black. i don't really HATE. but it has no effect on me.
but.

RED.

omg man.


haha maybe thats why you guys never really see me dress in red huh. always in pink. or some other weird colour or something. ahh well.

i feel really bad but.





i'm just a kid who likes to run away from things when i just really can't stand them.


then again after a fell well.

made me realize. humans are QUITE vunerable you know! haha

i was like walking down the stairs in school thinking. "ohh. there's no step in front right. OF COURSE NOT!"

and FABULOUS i just fell.

then it made me think in life, we always come to a point were we feel to happy. you know what? i think thats the point we become SO like unguarded and vunerable to ourselves and then problems start coming our way.

i guess in life. you gotta go down to get up.

and the cycle just simply repeats itself.




mua haha.


now..


i shall continue into thinking if i should take my medication a not.


thankfully the doc didn't say something like "you can't ever do sports again" or something. i don't know. i mean yes, i quit netball. but not because i didn't like it. because i wasn't good enough. never was, never have been, and never will be.


ahh well.

meanwhile as im thinking i guess i should start getting some serious amath done.


see you guys and megalife! have a great rest-of-the-weeeek.


:D


alisa. (: