Monday, June 16, 2008

Monday, 16 June 08

wonder if any of you feel the way i do. but well, its just so..

strange..

you know. how sometimes, when you see no hope in things and you just wanna let go of God, but yet you don't? its such a weird feeling that can really take control of you and when it does then you suddenly hold back from letting go of God, you suddenly think "maybe i'll try to be more, hopeful"

its so.. weird. but i guess, its a good feeling too?? i don't know..


well imagine

we're holding on to our balloon which is God, and God's holding on to His which is us. somehow, we wanna let go because.. of one thousand reasons you can think of. yet you don't want to, so you hold tight as best as possible. and yet despite that, God grips on tightly to His balloon and never lets it go, makes sure its not about to slip out of its hand, loose grip, and fly away into the skies, perharps gone forever.

i wonder how, i wonder why.

God just never lets us go when we wanna let Him go so so so so..much..
and we in the end hold back when just wanna let go so bad.


what a weird feelinghuh..


makes me wonder then

then what happens if we just let go? are we like balloons, light as ever that floats into the sky and gone forever if you even let go just once, purposely or accidently?

weird..

its just so..

weird.


oh anyway, nice post Jae (: here's to a nice last week of the holidays, which is really sad but have a good one y'all! :D


alisa