And you shall know the truth. And the truth will set you free

Sunday. 8 Oct 2006.

HELLO! im back! hah. my hands are numb frm chonging math! cos like my math teacher told us on FRIDAY that we have a MOCK EXAM. and u know what she said. she said "its next monday."

i was like WHAT THE HECK?! i mean how can you study for a MOCK EXAM some more in 4 DAYS?! plus the fact that i had a load of homework and the fact that i spent the whole day out at church cos i was playing for megalife service im plain nervous =S but at least i managed to study a little! im praying hard i won't fail but i guess i will =( well thats bad because..

never mind. if you're in megalife praise and worship ministry, you'll understand. (: haha.

oh! o my gosh ystd was so funny!! kk luh i shan't be mean so i dun say names. MUA HA HA :D at de breifing after service, samuel was asking us if any of us heard of the new song that we played ystd. as in complete..YES! AS IN COMPLETE! OHH BTW GO GET THE LATEST PARACHUTE BAND ALBUM! its called ALL THE EARTH! and i heard from samuel its highly recommendable, with a 15% DISCOUNT at our church's very own RIVERLIFE RESOURCE! GET IT NOW!! because you're worth it. HAHA OKAY LAME. im like trying to advertise or something and copy Loreal's line at the same time. wth! haha.

you know i dun understand how this band member of mine, has such interesting neurons. hmm..wait. actually, derrick proved a very true fact! HAHA.

derrick: "Alisa's band is quite interesting cos there's Daniel who's very lame, Alisa's who's always so high, and Yi Hern who's always so stone."

true huh? :P :P

okay well anyway. this band member of mine.. he has QUITE some interesting neurons! how can he be soo soo lame on BANG! ON THE SPOT! like i can't beat that dude! i dunno how he's so lame luh!! haha. he's so funny :D!!! omg i couldn't stop laughing about debriefing ystd like when i was writing my riduculous english essay for homework today. for some reason. i was trying SOO hard not to laugh cos i had time constrain. but i really couldn't help myself. as usual.

lucky thing ystd when i met you guys after debriefing i wasn't THAT high. haha.

hmm okay.

so after service.where did i go. haha

ohh yes!

i joined a one-life cell for dinner! haha. i tell you at service if you want. i hope i can. haha. cos i might not be goin megalife for the next few weeks. but its just 2 weeks so its not that bad luh huh? (: i'l tryy to come as much as i can (: ohh well yeahh. they were wondering why i ate so much! haha have you seen me eating korean food before? i like hardly talk. or maybe its cos im with a bunch of adults.

gahh. whatever.

then i was so bloated and all. i bought some can drink. ice apple tea! haha.

got home and i was DEAD tired. like cos i had lunch at 11.25 ystd cos i was doing proj until i forgot about the time :( well anw. yeahh then i was rushing to band prac too. stpuid bus takes so long to come!! i was waiting for the bus to go to buona vista but it didn't come. so i took the one to clementi which is obviously why.. okay nvm obvious ya. (:

anyway. then through out the whole time before service I WAS SO COLD. well i think something's wrong with me.

the whole band was not wearing long sleeves.practically, besides me crys and johannes and dale no one else wore long sleeves. but..none of them were cold before service started...except me! WHAT THE HECK MAN.

tried to get jacket.. but didn't manage to :( and btw sorry isabel :(

yeahh..

then after a while i dunno why. i like didn't feel COLD anymore..

hah. but doesn't mean i don't feel cold means i feel hot luH! okay lame :S not funny :S haha okay nvm :S random me.

weird! plain weird.

yeahh.

and omg you know how sad i was ystd..I LOST MY LIP GLOSS!! SOBS LUH OKAY!! its like EXPENSIVE and CHERRY FLAVOURED and NATURAL. and i forgot the place i bought it from. now i have to go back to that place, and save sixteen bucks and buy another one. i HAVE to get another one!! its like such a nice thing and i was stupid enough to misplace it?! :(

ohh well. at least i still have the mirror my uncle passed to me!! frm my great grandma. she kept it since young or sth. HAHA so cool huh? dusty but still elegant and IT WORKS! HAH!

-random-

sorry.

i think i've been totally obssesed about my subject combination and about wanting to grow up to be a cosmetician :(

whats wrong with me! haha.

anyway.. i miss you guys central 3! :(

pray for me kk? (:

im having exams in 2 weeks in time.

now this SUCKS.

all the other AC people have FINISHED their exams by the time i start. its the SAME CASE for EVERYONE. WHAT THE HECK.

worst thing is.

my sis is having PSLE right now.

and on tuesday she's finishing.

well yes i am happy for her but just..
sad.

she's finished her BIG exam now its my turn :( but this is logical and logic based.
its only fair i guess.

whats not fair is..

i finish school 2 WEEKS after you guys do. me and charmaine.

its so unfair. and some girl, my team mate got leave frm school after exams end. WHAT THE HECK MAN.

life's so unfair! ahh well. :(

im not really looking forward to school.

im very nervous for next year. i can't explain this but yaa. frigging scared i choose wrong subject then i die. :(

if i flunk my studies i'll die.

like MY WHOLE WORLD will like tumble. :( ohh well. but even if that happens..

it has a LOGICAL purpose. AT LEAST. good to hear that luh huh?

and its GOD'S plan.

and i'll still have GOD.

so nth much else matters.

gotta go!

yeahh!

pray for me k? (: bye! (: