Sunday, July 29, 2007

life, you cant escape from its grip of many things that you HATE. yes i mean HATE, H-A-T-E. sadness,disappointments,unfairness,lack of time etc.. the list goes on and on, dont tell me you like them. If you do, you're weird.

EVERYDAY we face these kinda feelings or rather, Life's Reality somehow or another. We just do, even if its the BEST day of our life we still do but not as much as another day. But WAIT A MINUTUE, are we just gonna sit down and do nothing about it ? are we gonna be a dartboard and have life throw piercing darts in our life and hurt us deeply everytime and have holes in our heart that cannot be repaired by humans ?

--------ok before i continue, disclaimer ! this post is gonna be a messy post perhaps ? but please understand cause my eyes are closing anytime but i just felt i should post this, might any of you feel this way one way or another.---------

i believe as humans, we do think alot. and somehow or another, its always at night, or mostly at night ? when our fatigue kicks in and we become vulnerable to our feelings, sensitive to it, sometimes VERY sensitive to it. well thats how im feeling now, but instead of letting my feelings and emotions and thoughts run where the devil wants it to go i shall do something more constructive and write what i feel here.

back to life's grip on us, life can throw anything at us. best friends failing us, disppointments from someone you never thought will disappoint you. unforeseen circumstances, emo feelings and thoughts just when you ARE ALREADY AT YOUR LOWEST. yes sounds familiar ?

BUT WAIT A MINUTE, again..
WHAT CAN YOU DO ABOUT IT ?
YOU CANT ESCAPE LIFE'S GRIP ON YOU CAUSE ITS REALITY.

HOWEVER WHAT MATTERS IS YOUR REACTION TO YOUR SITUATION.

still dont understand ? when you feel emo about anything, are you gonna drown yourself in your sorrow and have a night that sucks and almost flooding your room with tears, listening to emo songs and making yourself feel worse ? ( thats self-pity btw)

WELL as much as i can, i wont do that from now on. i'll face the situation head on, with GOD by my side and not run away from it. i'll find the cause, the root, pull it out and burn it. so that it'll never be able to grow in my life again. perhaps there are alot of new seeds that may land on my life but every root i pull out is another less. With God, the seeds and roots will know. OH MY its HOLY GROUND we're growing on, we cant have the nutrients we need here. LETS GOT OUT OF THIS HOLY GROUND ! Yes, if you havent already figured, PRAY. Trust me, it works wonders. God may not give you an answer now but He will, IF He thinks He should. After all, what right do we have to ask something out of Him when He has already given His life FOR US.

so fellow mates of central three/anyone else dont drown yourself in your sorrows already, theres something else better to do. Invest your time in someone's life, make an impact on this temporary earth, chat up with a non-believer, READ THE BIBLE and PRAY !! *opps did i hit the spot ? been spending too much time thinking about life or putting your time in your sadness and worries that could be used to READ THE BIBLE and PRAY. God has a sense of humour too, but if you dont talk to Him regularly can you even hear what He's saying to you to hear His jokes that may seem funny to you and you only ?


* God loves YOU. YOU're special in his sight, He wants to hold you tight. He'll never let you go, because HE LOVES YOU SO (: *
shawn